Day one of mental and emotional spring cleaning.

Ok so heres my story in a nutshell. I am a 19 year old university student who is not a virgin (completely hidden from my parents) who is also currently in love with a guy who by all accounts seems to not care about me and also having sex with another guy who is the total opposite. I have had sex with 26 guys which is a lot I know, trust me I KNOW! So thats pretty much me. I am going to use this blog as my way of unpacking my love life as I don’t really know how to open up to anyone about it. Plus I also like the mystery of it being anonymous. I don’t really care about being judged but if you have some helpful advice or just something to say please feel free to comment.